... I am here to vent a little and tell a spreadsheet posted on the network and made public at all, how was my vacation this year.
Many will say, "and to me that I futte!" is, in fact I agree, but my blog is so ... XD everyone who is interested No reason to keep reading:)
Anyway long story short I had arranged to reach the campsite my girlfriend and her family to stay at sea for 10 days August 12 to 22. Instead I'm back to only 19. Why? Simple!
- Because you're 16 and you live your life right and have no links;
- Because deep down we both knew this day would come because of the age difference;
- Why in not the end ... are so different from the others as I thought ... or maybe they are ... but nn mean you are better than them!
I'm not saying that I hoped to live forever with the character next to you because you and with your way of doing and being is impossible, only that I liked living in the moment with you, without thinking anyway, all spontaneous, without obligation.
But you have this holiday favorite preserve your youth to be with me ... in part I understand but I understand why the other paragraphs of the attitude used to make me understand and to break.
Since I arrived the sea had already realized that there was something in you different and strange in the first half an hour spent in the camp had already figured out why ...
As anyone would do I tried not to make you stray too far from me but you ignored me so much that now I had understood that the moment I had imagined from the first day we got together was then come into me ... had entered the phase that was to forget, the stage gave me the opportunity to pack up and go leaving you to live your vacation in your own way.
I do not want to know they think they talk about a topic about a tremendous doubt that I have and what you've done in my presence and absence ...
's over! but my hand nn yours, this is to be specified, because even send a mex and say that it's over nn is a good method is rather bleak, a behavior just by immature person. But I do not care, I knew that No you never had the courage to look me in the eye and say with all sincerity that it was over, because I'm 100% sure that even if you preferred to make friends and your life ahead of me, treated me shit and delete from your vacation, I'm sure in time we were together I left a mark in you ... an indelible mark that no one had ever managed before and you will be in for a lifetime ...
And this is the positive side of everything, because I of the girls I find your level in an avalanche, but a guy my level you'll never find him more!
Ultimately, it is better to be over now and no further forward than it otherwise would have been burned more, but now I'm already out I just have to get used to revive itself XD cmq nothing impossible.
well admit that I spent the last almost 10 months with you, I enjoyed it and I'll keep good memories in my mind.
No hard feelings then, but only the desire to look ahead and keep walking towards my way, without you.
friends as before, and who knows what the future holds for ^ _ ^
Goodbye Monica, it was nice while it lasted ... but in the end ... you know that there is only one thing in the world that really matters ... the rest are just excuses ...
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